I’m trying really hard to ignore you...

Needless to say I’m failing miserably…

Why am I telling you this? Even I’m not sure…

But I have a few ideas…

Like I always do...

..maybe I’m hoping that it'll be easier...

..maybe I’m hoping that you'd notice..that you'd pay more attention...

..maybe I’m hoping that if I tell you this, I’d try harder.. that my stupid pride would prevent me from thinking of you...

Yet my hand is reaching out to my phone..before I know what’s going on, I’m dialing your number.. I’m fully aware of what I’m doing by now..but I can’t bring myself to hang up...

And that pisses me off like you wouldn’t believe!..even more so when you don’t pick up and the line goes dead...

I apologize for speaking like that, but if you felt like I do, you'd be mad too..especially when you know you'd do it again...

..and again...

..and again...

..and yet again…

Just can’t seem to be able to bring myself to care about the ungodly hour....

...nor that I’m making a bigger fool of myself...

recuperation

ok so i was like "writing, YEAH!!" when i started this blog but now seem to have lost it...sigh...need to read something that would inspire me to write again...mind, i have started a couple of pieces but seem to have lost the zest for it...a shame really, since one of them is really interesting (atleast for me and the people to whom i have shown what i've written so far - hope you people will find it entertaining as well) and i really really enjoyed writing it... it seems i suffer from a writer's block that is so constant that my break from it, is my "writer's block"- the block or period of time i actually do any writing...sigh...the irony is so not amusing me...

also, since i've quite recently started college (been about a month) i find i rarely have any time to spare, mentally even... feel so drained... but that's enough excuses! i shall try to update this blog as often as possible!

cheers!

“OH! POPEYE…”

So there I was, a couple of days back, standing at my front door waiting for someone (who said he was already there) when I heard my neighbor’s TV. Popeye the Sailorman was on (Cartoon Network, I think) and I immediately recognized the distinctive voice of Olive Oyle. What’s so ground-shaking about that? Well, it definitely made me stare straight ahead at the offending house, stiff with disbelief and a look of incredulity...

Thoughts that ran through my head at that precise moment (more or less): “What the f?...What the f?! Is that for real? It’s a freaking kids’ cartoon for God’s sake!...”

Now, I haven’t seen this cartoon in a long time and I got exposed to it again from a different angle; I only heard her voice and did not have visual to distract me. So imagine what would go through my head when I heard, “..ooohh Popeye!!...ooooohhh...oooooohhhh...ooohhh...!!?” in her girly, irritating voice!

That was all that went on for nearly five minutes. Nothing else. Might have heard Popeye saying a word or two at some point; I have no idea what he said. All that I heard the whole time I stood there was, Olive...moaning(?) in her way. She wasn’t even screaming “help” or “save me, Popeye” as is the norm, but just “ooohh”...

For what it’s worth, despite the awful inappropriateness, it sure was hilarious! Next time Popeye the Sailorman is on, close your eyes and listen to Olive Oyle’s distress call. Try it. You’ll never see that cartoon the same way again...”says Popeye the sailorman, toot-toot!”

just for the hell of it..

yep!that pretty much states my reason for having a blog...i dnt hav anything i particularly wanna say...well atleast not yet...thoughts come and go in my head...too fast for me to catch most of them...not that i was tryin too hard anyways...always wanted to write though...so hey wat the hell!! i'll giv it a shot...later that is... :P

cheers!